All I can see now so clearly is you as you stand in my mind,
I remember the day that I fell in love and remember when you robbed me blind.
I don't feel my body moving and I don't realise I'm alive,
Till the moment before it all crashes down and I feel all the tears in my eyes.
The dreams that I had were all hopeless, because now I just don't want to live,
I've taken the best of what's left for me now and I don't have what I want to give.

The blood in my mouth when I'm talking and the pain in my legs as I fall,
are the signs of my life which I now disown and the pain of my fears through it all.
The body I own is not with me cos now as I die I can see,
That the things in this world are so trivial and that dreams are always meant to be.
I chase all the light that I want to and I breathe anything that I will,
I turn from the pain that I once used to know and I'd give anything just to feel.

And all I can taste is the past now and slowly the light fades then goes,
All that is left here with me are the marks of my old lives bitter body blows.

Milky'05